I would like to note that I wrote entries to this post as they were happening, almost as of this was my diary. I chose to document this entire experience mainly for me & then it turned into wanting to document this for other women who may be in my same position. Writing down my thoughts and feelings through this has been very therapeutic. My situation felt very lonely in the fact that I have never heard of this process being this way. I was very naïve to the reality of what *could* actuall[...]